Since I am incapable of writing out exactly what's on my head, and since I really would like to remember today for what it was, here are some pictures of what I feel like, right at this moment!
But I have got to show (myself) that I can do it!
Even if I go crazy, along the way!
May Allah Help me for the next two weeks. Crucial time. (Please say Ameen, whoever reads this !!)